{"id":3306,"date":"1963-11-12T15:45:00","date_gmt":"1963-11-12T15:45:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/?p=3306"},"modified":"2020-05-23T15:47:12","modified_gmt":"2020-05-23T15:47:12","slug":"1963-november-12","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/?p=3306","title":{"rendered":"1963. November 12."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Vannak \u00f3r\u00e1k, mikor eg\u00e9sz embernek \u00e9rzem magam, \u00fagy \u00e9rzem, teljes r\u00e9sze vagyok az \u00e9letnek, t\u00e1rsadalomnak, irodalomnak is. B\u00e1r az ilyen id\u0151k gyakrabban visszaj\u00f6nn\u00e9nek, s az lenn\u00e9k, aki lenni szeretn\u00e9k!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A legnagyobb baj kett\u0151nk k\u00f6z\u00f6tt* volt. Ha meg tudtuk volna sp\u00f3rolni azt a nagy egyenetlens\u00e9get, b\u0151sz\u00edt\u0151 nyugtalans\u00e1got, veszeked\u00e9st, ami \u2014 nagy szeretet\u00fcnk mellett &#8212; benn\u00fcnket mindig elfogott, egzisztenci\u00e1m \u00e9s hivat\u00e1som bizonytalans\u00e1g\u00e1t fokozta, nyugodtabb \u00e9let lett volna sokkal. De h\u00e1t ezen m\u00e1r sem seg\u00edteni nem lehet, sem j\u00f3v\u00e1tenni &#8211; hanem a m\u00e9g h\u00e1tral\u00e9v\u0151 kis id\u0151t lehet\u0151leg nyugodtan t\u00f6lteni. 83 \u00e9ves vagyok &#8211; h\u00e1t mit akarok, m\u00e9rt helyezem magam bele a versenyes, k\u00fczdelmes \u00e9let minden zavar\u00e1ba? Nyugodtan venni mindent, s a k\u00e9t nagy dolgot megcsin\u00e1lni, a L\u00e1b\u00e1n le\u00e1nyait \u00e9s az \u00d6n\u00e9letrajzom\u00e9it. * A feles\u00e9g\u00e9re, Lid\u00f3ra c\u00e9loz.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Vannak \u00f3r\u00e1k, mikor eg\u00e9sz embernek \u00e9rzem magam, \u00fagy \u00e9rzem, teljes r\u00e9sze vagyok az \u00e9letnek, t\u00e1rsadalomnak, irodalomnak is. B\u00e1r az ilyen id\u0151k gyakrabban visszaj\u00f6nn\u00e9nek, s az [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"novablocks_hero_scroll_indicator":false,"novablocks_hero_position_indicators":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3306"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3306"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3306\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3307,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3306\/revisions\/3307"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3306"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3306"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3306"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}