{"id":3029,"date":"1955-03-22T19:53:00","date_gmt":"1955-03-22T19:53:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/?p=3029"},"modified":"2020-05-22T19:53:36","modified_gmt":"2020-05-22T19:53:36","slug":"1955-marcius-22","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/?p=3029","title":{"rendered":"1955. M\u00e1rcius 22."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Nagyon rossz \u00e9jszaka ut\u00e1n, megint gy\u00f6tr\u0151 k\u00e9pzel\u0151d\u00e9sek, hogy H. bajt fog csin\u00e1lni*, elviselhetetlen k\u00e9pzetek, amiken \u00e9jjel nem tudom t\u00faltenni magamat &#8211; reggel s d\u00e9lel\u0151tt minden kijavul -besz\u00e9lek vele, nyoma sincs annak a gyan\u00fanak, ami k\u00ednzott. K\u00fcl\u00f6n\u00f6s ez a p\u00e1nik\u00e9rz\u00e9s, de nem \u00faj &#8211; gyerekkorom \u00f3ta el\u0151j\u00f6n. Huszonhat \u00e9ves koromban, els\u0151 sikerem ut\u00e1n nagym\u00e9rt\u00e9kben r\u00e1m j\u00f6tt &#8211; sz\u00e9d\u00fclten j\u00e1rtam az utc\u00e1n. A f\u00e9lelem, hogy a siker meginog, s visszaesem a semmibe &#8211; majdnem elviselhetetlen. De mikor egyszerre felenged a fesz\u00fclts\u00e9g, a tudat, hogy heti \u00f6tsz\u00e1z j\u00f6n be, kezdi \u00e9reztetni nagyon j\u00f3t\u00e9kony hat\u00e1s\u00e1t. Most m\u00e1r vissza kell t\u00e9rni az egyens\u00falyba, s nem mint l\u00e9gtorn\u00e1sz j\u00e1rni a zavaros \u00e9letben. A j\u00f3zan perceimben ezt tudom, de ha r\u00e1m j\u00f6n a k\u00e9pzel\u0151d\u00e9s! Milyen j\u00f3l meg tudn\u00e9k most \u00edrni egy m\u00e1ni\u00e1kust, aki eg\u00e9szen j\u00f3zan, s rendes &#8211; de ha r\u00e1j\u00f6n, r\u00e9mes dolgokat k\u00e9pes csin\u00e1lni!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>* Lid\u00f3, a feles\u00e9ge<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nagyon rossz \u00e9jszaka ut\u00e1n, megint gy\u00f6tr\u0151 k\u00e9pzel\u0151d\u00e9sek, hogy H. bajt fog csin\u00e1lni*, elviselhetetlen k\u00e9pzetek, amiken \u00e9jjel nem tudom t\u00faltenni magamat &#8211; reggel s d\u00e9lel\u0151tt minden [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"novablocks_hero_scroll_indicator":false,"novablocks_hero_position_indicators":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3029"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3029"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3029\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3030,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3029\/revisions\/3030"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3029"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3029"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3029"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}