{"id":2862,"date":"1960-01-12T12:26:00","date_gmt":"1960-01-12T12:26:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/?p=2862"},"modified":"2020-05-22T12:27:44","modified_gmt":"2020-05-22T12:27:44","slug":"1960-januar-12","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/?p=2862","title":{"rendered":"1960. Janu\u00e1r 12."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Mi\u00f3ta elker\u00fcltem hazulr\u00f3l, k\u00f6r\u00fclbel\u00fcl harminc esztendeje, alig ker\u00fclt sz\u00ednpadra darabom, mert az embernek otthon kell lenni nyelvben, s mindenk\u00e9ppen, hogy el\u0151adj\u00e1k, s onnan j\u00f6n k\u00fclf\u00f6ldre. \u00edgy volt mindig. Darabot \u00edrni teh\u00e1t meg\u00e9lhet\u00e9s miatt neh\u00e9z, itt Hollywoodban az ember filmet ad el, minthogy n\u00e9h\u00e1nyszor eladtam &#8211; ez az igazs\u00e1g. De most m\u00e1r mindenen t\u00fal vagyok, mindent k\u00f6nnyen kell venni, fontoss\u00e1got semminek sem szabad tulajdon\u00edtani, az egzisztenci\u00e1lis bizonytalans\u00e1got, ami eg\u00e9sz \u00e9letemben k\u00eds\u00e9rtett le kell k\u00fczdeni \u2014 dolgozni kell.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nem filoz\u00f3fi\u00e1val \u00e9s nem materi\u00e1lis tudom\u00e1nnyal fogjuk majd v\u00e9gre meg\u00e9rteni a mindens\u00e9g miszt\u00e9rium\u00e1t, hanem a csoda elfogad\u00e1s\u00e1val, amit l\u00e9pten-nyomon demonstr\u00e1l nemcsak az emberi, hanem minden \u00e1llati s n\u00f6v\u00e9nyi jelens\u00e9ge a vil\u00e1gnak. De vajon r\u00e1\u00e9rek-e a t\u0171n\u0151d\u00e9sre, mikor annyi a dolgom? Meg\u00e1llok egy pillanatra &#8211; v\u00e9gre is nyolcvan\u00e9ves lettem, de ez nem az \u00e9n gondom. Valaki \u00f6reg lett, de az nem \u00e9n vagyok. Az \u00edr\u00f3 tan\u00faja az \u00e9letnek, \u00e9s err\u0151l \u0151szinte \u00e9letrajz\u00e1ban vallom\u00e1st kell tennie \u00e9s egyre behat\u00f3bban munk\u00e1iban, ahol \u00e1t\u00fct\u0151 \u00e9rz\u00e9seket, szenved\u00e9lyeket milli\u00f3kkal k\u00f6z\u00f6lhet. A legszebb form\u00e1t is szeretn\u00e9m megint: verseket \u00edrni, l\u00e9lekben \u00e1t\u00f6lelni azokat, akikkel nyolcvan \u00e9v \u00f3ta egy hull\u00e1mhosszon tal\u00e1lkoztam&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mi\u00f3ta elker\u00fcltem hazulr\u00f3l, k\u00f6r\u00fclbel\u00fcl harminc esztendeje, alig ker\u00fclt sz\u00ednpadra darabom, mert az embernek otthon kell lenni nyelvben, s mindenk\u00e9ppen, hogy el\u0151adj\u00e1k, s onnan j\u00f6n k\u00fclf\u00f6ldre. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"novablocks_hero_scroll_indicator":false,"novablocks_hero_position_indicators":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2862"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2862"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2862\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2863,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2862\/revisions\/2863"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2862"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2862"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/rajongo.lmvk.hu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2862"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}